He gave me hope, he gave me love, he gave me strength, he gave me smile. and it seemed so naturally to him. Then he left. just like this POUF! my happiness balloon just burst up. I didn't expect it at all. I believe he truly loved me, I believe it's hard for him too and he didn't want to loose me completly. But I do not believe we were just ''good friends''. I KNOW it isn't the right reason. So why? why did he left me then ? That's the question i'm asking to myself since last sunday. but i'm not sure i wanna know the answer. I think he didn't know how bad i loved him. I don't think anyone knows how bad i loved him. the thing is that i didn't want to show it because i was afraid of loosing him and i didn't want God to realize that he wasn't right, that i didn't deserve him. A man so real and so respectful like this is called an angel in my world. But i needed him. oh yeah i needed him, you cannot imagine how bad i was. I needed him to put a smile on my face every morning,to make me sleep well at night and to let me know that someone was here, around me who wanted me to be happy. It seemed so natural to me to have him by my side but i realize i miss him, like i never missed anybody. I'm not as strong as i seem to. But i know one thing: everytime i give my heart to someone, he beaks it and it's gonna be like this until the end of my life. I know it's the game but i just don't wanna play it anymore ..
